Monday, February 4, 2013

Missing Someone

His glance caught my eyes and held them. For a few seconds, time seemed to have stand still. It's only been a few days since we last saw each other, but it felt like ages. I didn't think it was possible to miss someone this much. 

I don't know when time started ticking again, but suddenly he was in front of me.

"I missed you." I said smiling.

"Sorry." He said. His gaze is crippling me, but also his response confuses me. I pause to give him a puzzled expression, "What are you apologizing for?" .

"For being missable." He answered.

The comeback was old, but somehow I can't seem to stop smiling.

Sunday, February 3, 2013


I wanted so much to matter to him.  But he recently made it clear that I could never be part of his world, atleast not the way I want to. He had no room for me in his heart.

Tuesday, October 9, 2012


He took  my hand and said:
"I m sorry that holding your hand is the only thing I could do for you."
He then kissed me, before leaving for the third time.

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Messed Up

I just realized that I probably would have had a boyfriend a few days ago and would not be spending my birthday (which is in a few minutes) single, if only I weren't so awkward and act so stupidly when I'm around guys. Maybe because I'm accustomed to secluding myself that a random act of flirting, followed by a blunt and straightforward statement such as, "I really want you," scares the freakin sh*t out of me. 

Sigh. I know, I am hopelessly screwed.